| wow two entrys on this thing on the same month thats an improvement guess its time for improvements anyway for me anyway i been training to fight again it been a while since i done this accually its been since late middle school early high school true i wasnt the nice guy in those days but hey i notice that in this world and with the ideas most people have today no body can really stay there selfs they just do thing which helps them out only true you might tell someone something the get them on your side but when you see the chance that seems good for your self people dont hesitate to stab someone in the back because in todays world loyalty is dead and so is honor, being truthful, and fateful. its been replace with being two face, liers, cheaters, and backstabbers. but to justify there actions they do place out the excuses....... but on the top of all those excuses is "its my life and no one can tell me how to live it" this is true this is very true but what most dont like to realize is even tho its there life and only there life doesnt mean that it doesnt effect the lives of those around you ....... no matter how great or horrible a person you are it dont mean you dont influence in some way shape or from someones elses life...... i truely hate the world today every time i look outside i cant help but sigh because i know it will only get worse........ so i train because i know to at least i would be able to put up my fist if needed to help defend those soooooo very very rare few that hasnt been tainted by this world and to protect what i belive in with out surcoming to this world and its ways because i know no one else who would help instead of watching from the side line thinking to them selfs at least its not me................ no mater what i will not give it up you can brake my bones, tear away at my skin, destroy my mind, smash my dreams and completely break my heart, it not like i havent had that already done to me i have been destroyed in every way you can destroy a man but something still remains i cant explain it i dont know what it is but its always there no mater what i guess you can call it determination that gets me up when im knocked down.................................
......................... wow i wrote alot but it for nothing no one cares enough to read this anyway reading over it and cooling down i make it seem so easy -_-;; its not final thought nice guys finish last because the road we travel is harder then any other road...................
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| hey every body i havent writen one of these in a long time but ya im back in philly but i practily live in new jersey because of my job (i currently work at gamestop) well life at the moment is not worth living but hey what ever just got to press on you know tho i am fucking tired of finding out that ups screwed up my package -_- yeah that right for like the one million time i found the same fucking package before i head out to work man well next time i hope it gets there but ya still single i really find it hard to trust girls cuz lately all they tend to do is lie but what ever tho there a few i trust but yeah next year i plan to take a trip to see my cuz in PR cuz i miss her and she one of the only if not the only girl to understand me so yay not much of a update but then again nothing worth wild happen except for pumkin day but i will get into that later
till next time later
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| hello and welcome to another addition of the desert times with your
host jose thank you jose well late braking news in the desert we take
you live to the field with jose take it away jose thanks well i have
return back to the desert after one month of going back home and so far
things havent been going well well if you already know im single yet
again hmmmmm suprizing no 
anyways guess whats next on my list coming back to philly yes but not
for a visit for school and such so yes im moving back cuz i had
sometime to think well i have nothing else better to do then think or
talk to the wild life but im no doctor dolittle. so i think. and alot
of those thoughts can be harsh but what ever i saw my cuz ifen in jail
he seem like he change and it seems like he got bigger to well bigger
in wight but ya i cant talk have you seen my new pics on myspace if not
check it out here is the link www.myspace.com/aherofalls just click on pics to see well i got to go and do some laps around the house till next time later
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| i have been very surpize at what can be done in one months time i also realize how much can change in one month time. but i have remember some lessons i forgoten and what HARD truely means and what family is.... one month |
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| Damn its been a while but im back and well back *_* sorry but i
forgot my password well here i am again well lets see what has happen
since i last posted hmmmm o ya i MOVED can you belive it im not your
local philly boy any more im more like your arizona boy now ya i know
its a big change my family is still in philly tho .......... well i
have gotten addicted to a game lately a card game ....... magic the
gathering to be persice (as you can see i still need work on my
spelling...... *_*) oo ya i was supose to post some pics up well ill
have to get to that tommorw i guess ..... i still hate dial up
.......and yes i still have a addiction to dounuts but i have been in
with draw from them -_- man i do miss my friends tho......... and my
cuz i been trying to email her but havent gotten anything back -_- well
1009th time is a charm right well got to go and feed the fish and as
always till next time later
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